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I feel like I can’t say what I wanted too
I feel like there is a wall
I’m not sure if it’s me or you
Who falls and who stands tall

I want to grow and expand
I want to connect
But all I understand
Is how to disconnect

Inside my fear
Begins to uncoil
Within my hearts surface it nears
And stains and soils

Within the longing for a kiss
Are heartbeats speaking at quick pace
I feel with every lover this
Void of a lonely space

You came so close
I thought I had this
Figured out the right love dose
But there is something I did miss

Cause there is a gap
Between heartbreak and happiness
I’m stuck in the inbetween trap
Longing for my lovers kiss

Out loud I shout
I think I know the error but I don’t
I believe I will figure it out
But I realize I won’t

With me lacking love for myself
How can I give you more
For now I’m a book on a shelf
To be read and explored

One day I will be ready for you
But today is not that day
Love is waiting for me and you
We only just need to find our way

Growth and expansion
Is not an easy journey
But it does ignites passion
Here & beyond my current reality

It’s time for my story to change
For my heart to soar & set sail
And exist within the loving & strange
Time to remove the masked veil

To see my life without fear
Live without limits or hesitation
Appreciate all that is here
Enjoy the loving sensation

Rid of the gap
Between heartbreak and happiness
Time to be released from this self trap
Just lovingly embrace my lovers kiss

One day I will be ready for you
But today is not that day
Love is waiting for me and you
We only just need to find our way

LJSMITH©LJS0520172222

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You are some kind wonderful
Now I have meet you
Life has become more meaningful
You just don’t know what you do…

What you do to me
You get me to play
You bring out the best in me
I thought faded away

Right before I had meet you
I had hung out on happy & single avenue
But I got curious about something new
So I crossed Hope road and walked until I saw you

And that’s where we did meet
On the corner street
Of Love and All Dreams come true
This is where I meet you

We talked and hung out
On lustful and Desire avenue
I don’t remember exactly what we talked about
I just remember how I felt for you

There is truth in a spark
Shines away all that is bleak and dark
Reawakens ones heart
As we strolled the road of a New Start

I thought I had put away
My love and hope on a shelf
But then that one unexpected day
I crossed paths with your sexy self

You seemed to have the secrete code
All the right signals you were sending
As we walked on Happy road
And worked on the lane called Best Ever Ending

Now we live at the corner of
Loving Companionship
And Amazing Mutual Love
I’m enjoying this fun loving strip

We do hang out a lot on naughty bend
And respectful way
Always enjoy our walks on best friends
Lane everyday

And now we venture too
All Wonderful Possibilities Highway
And intersect on I’m in Love Avenue
Im so in awe of you in every which way

All roads lead
Right back you
As love and desire continue to seed
And blossom a beautiful life on I’m Happy to be Your Girl avenue

LindaJean©LJS051620161111

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CleanMessyLove©LJS07112016

Sweet taste of your lips
Yet the conflict brews
Mixed in passionate ride of this relationship
Pushing me as i push you

Some fun sexy puzzle to solve
Wrapped in your stong embrace
As we work to evolve
Love caressing your handsome face

Conflict, struggle, work and the surprise
The enlighten moment on how to resolve this
Connecting deeper as i meet your loving eyes
Lost in your kiss

Im loves biggest fan
i enjoy the passionate loving push and shove
I love that you are my man
We have the best clean messy love

LindaJean©LJS071120161111

 
Blank pages in front of me
Time for a new story
About my transformational journey
Now i find I can clearly see

I review the pages of what I previously wrote
Years of our life together bound
Within paper of images and notes
That I collected when you were around

It’s been awhile
Since I have seen you
To be within the sight of your smile
Since my eyes have enjoyed you

We each played our role
As our pride got in our way
We forgot to connect from our soul
I know my mind and fear got in my own way

  
Heartbreak to some is a passion crime
Today the sun’s beauty burns
My thoughts as I lose track of time
With each page of us I turn

I can never forget
I can always forgive
I will never regret
The crazy way we did love and live

With you my heart flipped and lept
I was reminded of my beauty
It’s time for me to accept
The closing chapter of us and set you free

I transform
I look within
While my words form
I start to write a new book again

  
The air whistles a new beautiful tone
Warm embrace as I smile with every beat
Of my heart as I know am never alone
Within my own shadow I am complete

I am glad you were
A lesson for me to learn
As my feelings start to blur
Into new passion I yearn

I am reborn into someone better
Like a butterfly
The past in every word and letter
Full of love as I say goodbye

Blank pages in front of me
Time for a new story
About my transformational journey
Now I find I can clearly see

  
LindaJean©LJS08302015

The dark clouds rolled in and shadowed the day with its dark presence in my area.  The sky opened up and sheets of water filtered down.  When it began to soften to drops beautiful colors filtered through and followed me on my drive home.  Upon entering my backyard I was filled with joy to see the arc of the rainbow and a second one emerge.  For just that moment I remembered the last time I experienced this I was just a kid and the world was a much different place for me back then, as I did not have the perspective I do now.  Through the muck and darkness I was blinded by beauty and I couldnt help but feel overjoyed in that moment.

  

Her admiration for Dolphins inspired her to leave America and head to a foreign country.  Once she arrived she headed for Atlantis Park.  Within the sea park her friend and her made their way to the dolphin arena.  It was here she slipped within the smelly rubbery synthetic skin and stared at her friend with a grin so wide that it was contagious to those she encountered.  The smell was not pleasant but her joy for her childhood dream for a dolphin encounter overrode the nuisance of the smelly odor of her wet suit.  Her friend and her walked toward the manmade ocean and she felt herself transform to that young girl who dreamed to play with a dolphin.  She felt her youthful energy emerge and vibrate within her as her excitement increased and reawakened something she forgo, childlike curiosity and joy from the simple of idea of connecting with a creature of nature such as this.  The magical creatures were playfully swimming and making sounds that seemed as if they were laughing.  This was music to her ears.  Each dolphin choose who he wanted to play with and Atlas spotted her contagious grin and on his high fin emerged from the water and encircled her laughing as water splashed on her.  Then he submerged back in the water and she sunk down.  Her young girl dream twinkled within her eyes as she found herself drawn to him.  He remained still as she approached this magical creature, energy filled the air and butterflies flipped in her stomach and she was compelled to kiss him.  Her soft lips brushed his noise, he chuckled and turned so she could hold onto his fin and he swam her out so they could play within the deep blue water embraced in joy and a dream come true.

AtlasKiss©ljs07012014

WindsofChange©LJS05302015